leedyalee: Cold and Flat

HELLOOOOOO!! It's 2015 already...

2 years of no posting! HAHAHA. and now here i am! writing a post, and lost in the middle of nowhere in my mind, i lack of words to write, i mean lack of story. well, that's not the case tbh, cuz the truth is i've got a lot of things to be told, but i guess it's kinda personal, ah whatever.

so, i just graduated from high school a few weeks ago. sad or happy, i still can't decide what my feeling is now. maybe yes i am sooooo happy that i am freed from those homeworks and exams, but i am sooooo sad toooo, for not being able to meet all my friends like usual, for being unable to have breakfast together with my friends ( let me tell you that my school's canteen has the best nasi lemak and nasi sayur EVER ) and now i'm craving for it. yezzzzz in the middle of the night. and of course, i am sad PLUS ashamed cause now that i am an official graduate, it means that i am unemployment now since i don't have any jobs..................

high school had been good and bad, i came to realize that not everything is going the way we expect it is, good things don't last ( but i do hope that some do last ), lies are a temporary solution to a permanent problem, not everyone who's good in front of you will be good at your back, communication is a must... well, i lost my friends just because we're just too afraid to be the first one to start talking. hm, first i thought that WE would never DIE, but whatever.

so these are some of lily's birthday surprise photos!